Man, been busy...  Weekend was pretty packed actually...  Had a report to do Sunday, and a party the day before...  Last night I went to sleep at 7:30...  What is wrong with me..?  Wasted several good hours...  Ah, whatever...  Can't win them all...  In fact can't win any really but thats beside the point...  Been working on some writing for the mini-series I am trying to piece together...  Everything else has been on hold really...  Online time cut down a lot, homework too...  Also music has taken a back burner for the moment...  Just shows I want to really pour my heart into this...  Just hope it works out...

Anyway, things with a few buddies have been going good too...  Some strained, but mainly cause I am tired...  But all is well...  I hope at least...  Just hope it all holds together...

"As I'm fallin' out
I wonder what I lost
Must be movin' on
Know I'll be waitin' here alone

I wanna ask you to forgive me
I haven't been the best with all that I had
Wish I'd only laid beside you
I think I spread myself a little too thin

As I'm fadin' out
I don't feel anything at all
Think I'm movin' on
Know you'll be safe but not alone"  Wonderful...

Ah, back to the site...  I have been busy last few days doing several different things, but yeah, I am back...  First off I just want to say, I have finally gotten underway with my Independent movie...  Actually I should say Mini-Series...  Idea is in full motion now and our props and gear we need for the film we have all picked out...  Also to a very good film crew is going to be helping shoot the series and add in special effects and different things of that nature...  Our cast is basically set as well...  We are now just looking for extras we will badly need...  Though despite the lack of extras, everything is going great...  Now we just need a little more support from different people to help raise money and things of the like to help shoot the film...  I haven't ever been as excited about any idea for a while and I am pouring my heart into this...  Just hope all goes well now...

"When there's no good answers...  To those new questions...  Another personal disaster...  And there is no where to go but down..."

I am more tired then usual, but everything is going alright for me...  Still adjusting somewhat to a few things, but for the most part, I am doing okay...  Wish I could say the same for a few friends of mine...  But nothing lasts forever...  Just wish I was closer to a few people then I actually am...  I don't even know if they read this... I mean I know they have it, but not sure how many of them actually read it...  I just want to say that I hope, even though you may not know it, I care for all of you...  A few more then others and have been hoping everything is going well...  Sorry I can't be a better friend and make more of a commitment to being there, but I care...  A lot more then I think you realize...  Especially those that I have in mind at the moment...

"Every whisper...  Of every waking hour...  I'm choosing my confessions..."

Haven't done this in a while eh..?  Well I was down in Maryland for a few days...  Went to see my sister...  Check up on how she was doing and such...  Turns out that another problem is yet to surface...  I think this is minor though which is definately a good thing...  I also got to see an old friend of mine which I have been waiting for for quite sometime...  Quite sometime I think is an understatment...  It's been a few years...  I really enjoyed myself and felt better than I have in a long time...  Granted I have been doing very well over the past few weeks, that really made it for me...  Things are shaping up nicely on all fronts it looks like...  About time too...  Well I should say it more along these lines...  About time I decided to do something about it...  Things seem to be doing better for a dear friend of mine as well...  At first something he brought to my attention really actually inferiated me, but looking at it now, good for him...  Everyone deserves to feel happy and accepted...  By another person especially...  While true I don't know if what I think is solid, but if it is, then good for you Will...  It's about time everyone starts living, yeah..?  Best do it fast before life passes by...

"I want to tell...  If I am or am not myself...  It’s hard to know...  How far or if at all could go...  Waiting far too long...  For something I forgot was wrong.."